I do believe there is a divine being, but I don't know if the christian, muslum, mormon, etc. belief is true. Right now I am learning Hebrew and Greek to hopefully become sucessful at reading the torah(hebrew), and I'm attending a college in biblical history within the next year. Also soon I will take courses on physics and astronomy.

But while I do believe there is a God, I do have some doubt. This is because I am not 100% sure of why we are here. And the only way to come close to finding life's meaning is to look at all the sides: christian, jewish, muslim, and even athiest. If I just study my old and new testament scriptures, then I will be pretty one sided. Have you looked at all the sides carefully and fully, not just skimmed the surface of studies in topics like the big bang or christianity?