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then what r they........
what is love.....
lets just explain to me the following things...
i love my grand mother ..
why do i
for what
she is not in this world now
she died of breast cancer
what i know i love her
7 months hav gone by
every night
belive me because i amy not be good at sciences
iam good at my own vey self
so
every night.....
i sit by my pc...
with her pic on the table...
with tears in my eyes
and not a single night i hav passed
without remebering her.....
she wasnt very close to me for years before she died....
what i remember of her
r her stong black hair(which were not heir ewhen she sufferd the c)
her very attractive and charming complexion
eyes
and that....... that particular smile...
is it a need
for survival
what sort of bondage is this..??????????
__________________________________________________i love another person too.....
she lives in india
she is a free lance advertisment director/producer
what i know of her is the very small family she belongs to....
her very big eyes
and those words
those particular words
i am such an emotional punk
that atleast once or twice in a week
i shiver
shiver
shiver with fear..
i know i need a psychologist
for my extreme attitudes
and that is why i try to be too nice sometimes
again
there is one person
who soothes me
she has got her own life
her own world
6 months hav passed by
she comes there
every sturday
on the net
she talks to me
she encourages me
she makes me believe in myself
the thing i lack most
she tells that i can be a great geneticist
or a cosmologist
but it has to be somewhere in there
i know she has her own probs too
she is a free lance add director
u should know what sort of financial probs she hav to face at times...
she is 28
i am 17 she is unmarried
and i am a pyscho(they say, out here, to me)
she is my physic
i am a patient
what is this
may be its survival
but hold on
is it just a bondage for the survival of both of us
or what
i wanna know that
i sure do
ok
i accept
i am wrong
will some body tell me
where.......
IAMNOTAGENIUS
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