he is not all who exists. i'm a believer, yet am at odds with him most times on most things. what matters is:

a) you are you, with YOUR intuition - it is there for a reason.
b) your search will not end up unsatisfied.
c) go directly to the source, not just the opinion s of believers. a "relationship" between you and your maker is what matters most, in the end, and that is up to you.
d) don't underestimate your own value in the eyes of your maker. what others have to say about your belief or lack thereof is meaningless. including, sad to say, my own post right here.

God's big enough to be equal opportunity and transcends patterns humans would give themselves to try to remember many things. Go straight to Him; you won't be disappointed if you sincerely keep your eyes and heart open. He's eager to share cool stuff, just like we are with each other when we make discoveries. Greatness wants to share. Don't let anyone get between You and Him. best wishes.