yeah, and my dad and stepmom were stabbed 10-14 times each before my psycho stepbrother eviscerated and emasculated himself, and i was grateful for all the horror movies i watched growing up, probably helped me wipe up some of the blood. but i also know that it could've happened any time during the 10 years of his mental illness, but i was blessed with it not happening earlier and that i had a chance to thank dad just a week before for being so cool. nobody WANTS to go, and it's not on the top 10 WAYS to go, but stuff could be worse.