apathetic is one term that i would never connect with you, Rich! please know it would never be my intent to mislead, and i hope i made it clear in some regards of things i admit to needing more focused facts upon, but which are still (imho) food for thought.

the soul never goes hungry when curiosity is fed! i try to make it a little more palatable than dung, to offset the fact i have yet to learn how to cook well! heehee

i am sincere (that statement remains for evidence to support in each person's opinion, also!), and i truly appreciate where you've frankly pointed out potentials. will be sure to clarify in future. no one has more to learn than i, and i thank you for your time! g