Hi Earl, I used to believe in all those things, but once I began to question it as a whole, it finally came to be quite impossible to believe in. It would be nice to live in that state again, but I cannot force myself to believe again. Revivals used to really get me stirred up, but I do think that today, my belief is strong enough to counter the heightened emotional outpouring as well as the mass of social pressures found at these places which focus on ensuring a persons belief.