My Dear Michael,
"Someone perfect such as Deity seems more deserving of love eh? I can relate to the high standards"
There is often a difficulty in understanding our inability to Love a deity because it is often hard to imagine a deity that we have also not blamed for punishing us. No?
The difficulty is the understanding of the language of events that befall us as a result of our own actions. You see G_D is the Bestower. First Bestower First Expediter: It is because some of us lack the faith or the belief that prohibits us from receiving the Love that G_D is willing to bestow upon us (but dose not will to ram it down our thoughts because G_D has bestowed upon us a knowledge that enables us to refuse the love if we feel that we do not deserve it because of some consciousness that exists in all of us that refuses to accept unconditional love simply because this subconscious is exercising the knowledge of the justice that exists in all of us as also bestowed by the same G_D.
The Knowledge of truth is always expedited when someone offers something and the something is received not (sometimes because of an inner knowledge of guilt if it is a gift in truth and goodness and sometimes because of an inner knowledge of fear if it is a gift in untruth and ill-will both of which our consciousness determines to receive or not receive based on the history of the events or based on our past experience or based on intuition or even sometimes based on body language, as observed by the recipient, or the vocabulary being used at the time [in silent speech or in vocalized speech]or based on naivety of the individual involved or based on total trust or distrust of the individual or based on seeing only good or only bad or both good and bad not in the gift but in the Bestower of the gift.
The first element of fear of receiving love future love from G_D is perhaps most difficult who have received Love from G_D and reflected the Love and misdirected the love toward the world and not to the Bestower of Love thus miscalculating themselves to be the First to have bestowed love upon the world and in this manner perhaps the misdirected Love is misunderstood by the world in a manner that the Loving is hated by those whom the hated can see to be in an equal footing as the loved and thus jealousy is often reflected toward the creature as a measure of hate because of the inability of some to be able to love the creature and not the originator G_D. Now the creature who has been hurt by another that has received the Love but not the true Love of the originator directly the hurt creature reflector of the Love, received of the same G_D, has loved wrongly by first reflecting love by commencing second to first loving another before first loving the originator G_D. Thus the Justice of G_D instilled in every creature that is enabled to reflect Love blames the body parts for deceiving the love that is absorbed in all of the bodies inward and outward parts, flesh and all attached parts visible and invisible, molecular an atomic and subatomic in a manner that love is much more than body and flesh and the spirit that was sleeping is once more awakened or resurrected to reflect this true love in spirit and in flesh both defused to be as one as can be described best in human terms (likened as to oil penetrated matter that can not be separated except by centrifugal force in a manner that that can now be reflected upon creature while reflecting the Glory unto the originator G_D shared but not associated to because one can associate NOT any to the First Last G_D.)
The process of truth is irreversible. The process of untruth is always a step or more behind truth because it is constantly the second to arrive.
Perhaps the best way to love G_D is to first accept the unconditional Love bestowed of the same G_D. No? For if the one wishing to reflect Love has not received any to reflect upon others: How can one say that G_D is the only deserving to receive the Love of the same G_D when the same G_D has not yet expedited the realization or the experience to the total being created by the same G_D. Dose not the awakening or the resurrection need to first come to pass and then the Judgment in order for the creature to reflect the love that was first bestowed of the originator G_D?
Do you think it is so?